PART I
I'm currently in DOWN mood

PART II
every nite I cry myself to sleep

PART III
yesterday went out with my gals around mlaka...n guess what...we are DAMN SAD! almost burst into tears....damn we have no life here!

PART IV
tertekan....gile mereka kejam! I HATE MAKTAB! I HATE MELAKA! I HATE MY COURSE!

PART V
DAMN! I dun care bout being a teacher...that stupid pointer that will never change my hatred towards my course...sumpah ape aku buat skrg hanya sekadar mau idop...n that's it!

CAPRICORN- WOMEN

Physical Appearance
The Capricorn women in her early years is normally slender and somewhat weak. Her general demeanour lacks confidence. However there is definitive improvement in her constitution after 16 years of age.
The nose is generally long and the eyes are deep set. The face bears a forlorn look. The body below the waist is normally on the thinner side.
Overall appearance of a Capricorn woman is however of a smart and attractive woman.
Mental Attitude
You have a strong ability to think and you can understand the human nature the way no one else does.
You also have the ability to analyse and understand any concept well and shall possess a good memory. Therefore you will prove good at all professions that require analytical thinking and understanding.
The Capri woman also has the tendency to postpone her actions till the time she is able to clearly see the consequences of what she does.


General Nature
You are quite a reticint person that is you do not speak much. It is not very natural for you to just smile & make friends. It also translates - you are not a party animal. You are modest and polite and do not believe in showing off.
You have a deep understanding of human nature and think and understand the concepts of life and human beings well.When a Capri woman makes friends, she keeps them for a life time.
It is not easy to cheat you. You have a very business savvy nature Methodical working,prudence and the ability to carry on even in most adverse circumstances makes Capricorn people most successful.
Women born in this sign are great organisers and have enormous tolerance, patience and steady nature. You are capable of building a team in which you will not have any favoritism but shall deal with people according to their capacity to deliver goods. You are highly tactful, diplomatic, clever, cunning and selfish.
However on the flip side , if you allow your negative side to dominate , you can easily transform into a cunning person with the ability to cheat others and use them for selfish purposes.


Health
Depression, discontentment, worries and the tendency to keep yourself extremely busy tells on your digestive system.
Skin diseases, injuries to kneecap and dislocations of joints are the other most common problems that a Capri woman faces.


Money
Conservative by nature, prudent and economical - a Capricorn women can amass a lot of wealth in her life.
You do not waste money but save it slowly and steadily. The investments made by you are those which will give you steady and safe income without risk.
However it is also not uncommon for Capri woman to indulge in sporiadic spending spree - leading to temporary financial hassles.


Romance And Sex Life
A capricorn woman loves from heart. You will not tell people about your love, sometimes nor even to the person you love. You shall like simple people with simple lifestyles. You develop strong emotional love for your man and are very sincere and true in your relationships.
Being a practical woman , you do not daydream about romance or involve yourself in casual flings or non serious relationships.
As you are systematic and organised, you can easily control your desires. You are calm and composed from outside even if inside your heart you are brimming of desire.
Your naturalness and desire to rise above the ordinary keeps you a bit aloof but you can be more passionate then other females. You can be ignited by a simple caress.
Your hot spots are toes, knees and naval cavity.


Marriage
You may not strongly want to marry-but you still do. The deep emotional needs of the capricorn borns - along with the need for a stable family life leads to early marriage and they generally have very stable married life.
You are an excellent home maker and you like simple and elegant things-not bright colours but softer ones.
Taking care of children comes very naturally to you and you can contribute significantly in rearing children into intelligent & sensible human beings.
You will have a nature of not generally taking anybody in confidence but you must develop more open relationship with your husband so that he can understand you better and misunderstandings do not crop up.


Ideal Match
Gemini, Virgo, Taurus and Pisces are most suitable signs for you.


Caution
You are the one who is equally happy in leading a solitary or a socially busy life. If you are more sure of yourself , you will become more successful.
However great expectations from your ownself and life, fear of future and remorse about the past, some times leads to great depressions for you.
Plan your life properly and give time to everything and aim a bit low. Try to be contented. That will help you surely.


Lucky Days, Numbers And Colours
Fridays, Wednesdays and Saturdays are your lucky days.
6, 8 & 9 are your lucky numbers.
White, green and light blue are your lucky colours.


Recommended Gemstones
Diamond, Emerald and Blue sapphire are your lucky Gemstones. The gemstone you should wear should be of a vibrant Aura and should never have been worn before. Its weight shall be decided as per your body weight and age

PART I
last nite was a heart breaking nite....giler down

PART II
terlalu banyak ketawa...too many worries.....I'm stress yet I'm laughing? what on earth happens to me r8 now?

PART III
lay on bed last nite with g-wang mood....listening to Fazli Zainal's sejuta nafas to sleep....

PART IV
worried + laughing + rindu + sad + lost + nantuk

Part I
When a bf doesn't care of you but sumone else do...

Part II
When you miss him so much but he doesn't bother but sumone else do miss you so much...

Part III
When everytime your phone rang hoping he is the one but sumone else call you daily...

Part IV
When those msgs drop in your inbox it's not from him but sumone else...

Part V
So am I demanding? am I betraying my bf? or is it what it is for me....be a friend to a guy is FAR better because once you are his...he is not that 'friendly' anymore...

Part VI
" usah melatah meratah kata cinta....kunyah elok2 hadamnya dgn sempurna...faham cinta...kenal erti cinta...tamat cerita...muncul lah kita"

Part I
It's been a while I'm not scribble anything here

PART II
Aku amat kecewa ngan kehidupan aku sejak akhir2 ni...sgt hodoh pemandangan di sekelilingku kini...

PART III
tunggu masa mau mati