hold on LOVE...go on STUDY...

part I
when it comes to an age of 23 for a lady like me...you don't want to mess up with your life anymore....It's a time to reach stability and positive progression

part II
when it comes to LOVE life at this age, I wish I can BE WITH SOMEONE that ready to get SERIOUS and SETTLE DOWN for good...come accross with a bunch of guys who still want to PLAY at their own playground...meet-say hi-and get lost! Better me alone rather than announcing we are bf-gf thingy....rubbish!

part III
for some men who feels like they need to complete their life before getting serious...well good for you...carry on and we'll meet later...InsyaAllah

part IV
for now same here...I don't meet any steady guy for steady relationship...then let it be...I need to go on with my life...my final sem...praktikum on the way...my feauture teaching profession...my Korea-Japan-Paris trip...LORD!

part V
for the time being...me will be busy with my study and later on I'll talk about love when me truly meet ONE!

part VI
listen to my Siti Nurhaliza's all time favvy...USAH DIRAGUI (uploaded at my music)

nasi ayam + jambu batu....

part I
raya blom sudah kawan2!

part II
anne + deanna + kak chik menyerang! hahaha

part III
drang best! makan tak tolak....the journey was fun!

part IV
tgk cite Rajinikanth...gile aku nganga! woah! HEBATNYA dia!

benci TAPI sayang!!!

part I
am I mad?

part II
satu perasaan yg aku ingt satu masa dulu hanya dimiliki oleh org gilak!

part III
2 songs that currently sdg dijiwa2kn....hate that I luv you by Rihanna+Ne-yo and over you by Chris Daughtry.....

part IV
wei...I miss JB n I miss org JB! hahahahaha....

part V
citer 30 days nite cam siaaaallllll!!!! argh!!!!!

part VI
I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY!!! lalalalala.....

the unfinished business....

part I
Ya it's still raya peeps

part II
I've eat a lot n now I'm all GEMUK!

part III
kluang-batu pahat adventure raya convoi is so HAPPENING!!!

part IV
after 6 years together....this is the first time I'm visiting my dearest kluang-batu pahat clan's house....so sad yet so true n so happy! yuppy yup yup!

part V
planning to have the second tour next year....reunion style!

part VI
maybe next time leh try braya at other negeri too....n this time mlaka is my hometown! yeah so true....

I am SINGLE!!!

:: I DECLARE ME-SELF SINGLE N AVAILABLE ::

-sekian yg benar = XARA -

aku sayang semua orang!!!

Part I
sakit EXAM datang melanda aku...

Part II
I dun understand anything!!!!

Part III
I miss my home so much...I miss my parents....I miss Asya!!!

Part IV
I like him (II)

Part V
I love n miss him so much (I)

Part VI
Ya Allah...ampuni dosa ku...berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk menghadapi segala dugaan yg ko hujani ku, Ya Rabbi!

so...what is raya?

a time for you to relax...meet your sedara mara...giving template answer "dah abih skola dah cik"...as usual they thought I just pass my PMR-SPM...it's like HELLo people it's been 6 years!

kan dah raya....

Part I
Weehaaaa!!! saat berakhir presentasi...dapat ku rasa NIKMAT ari lebaran yg menjelma...giler syok!

Part II
dipagi raya ni ku persiapkan diri....kali ni istimewa...mandian FANTASY Britney Spears + lotion badannya + wangian FANTASY yg MANIS!!! rasa mau gigit diri sndri....muahahahaha....

Part III
pagi tadi dapat duit raya pertamaku dari ayahanda...LUMAYAN!!!! muahahaha....mungkin ini...eh...eh...bukan mungkin...CONFIRM this is the last time I'll receive duit raya ever!!!! damn! tapi LUMAYAN!!!! asik!!!!

Part III
org tersayang? well mungkin dia sedang marah lagi menyampah ngan aku...makanya...ku biarkan dia sejuk hingga beku...owh....lupa mau anta msg mohon ampun dan maaf....later la...

Part IV
beraya ngan badan yg amat GEMUK!!!! hahaha...dun give a damn...as long as aku happy! ade semangat baru di Aidilfitri.... harus ku jaga agar tak down seperti biasa....dan perkara2 remeh yg bley buat aku down jua ku tolak ketepi....isu kekasih + persiapan exam + kengkawan yg memualkan + soal masa depanku....nanti2....aku pandang smuanya secara +ve....smuanya harus take a break...biarkan...hadapi n selesaikan satu persatu....CHILL CHILL JEWRR!!!

Lalalala....hari hari kerja!

Part I
assigment aku blum slesai lagi people!

Part II
minggu ni minggu 'mengajar' syok sndri kat depan kelas...

Part III
aku dah dgr guruh kat luar tu...nak hujan ka?

Part IV
owh ya....last weekend me had chance to be at Annexe for the first time...the event...hmmm...biasa ja but the performance by Oh Chenta Ku n Meet Uncle Hussain are supperb!!!! hooray to them!

Part V
had chance to snap a photo with MUH nd ANDY FP....gorgeous!!!!!!

Part VI
to my bf....miss you like crazy!!!! hahahaha.....iyo la tu

LAN PT....

Part I
Bosan....muak...jemu....asek kena bebel...saman...lan pt...lan pt....go to hell la!

Part II
kerja...kerja...kerja...cam biasa...jadi hamba kerja seumur idop!

Part III
semput....sakit blakang...sme dtg serentak....

Part IV
moody tahap mampos! kasihan rerakan....

Part V
I dun do my work OK people!

weekend sakit....

Part I
last weekend I only slept for 30 mins.....glorious me!

Part II
not bad yet terrible overnite! hahaha....no offence but only few peeps njoy the weekend...

Part III
I learn one fact "Masjid tempat org nak solat. Kalo nak tido balik rumah!".....owh I've just discover...like...duh?

Part IV
last weekend I have this communication break down with human....duk diam2 sudah la...

Part V
Owh this week? Teaching...presentation...less sleep...work...work....

Furthering study in CHICKEN development

Part I
There are times that you are damn bored at class n u are thinking....what am I doing here? What's the subject again?

Part II
did you know that a chicken has nose? Muahahaha....smakin lama idop...smakin aku tak kenal ayam...hmmm...I'm thinking to further my study in Chicken Development course (while at Curriculum Development class)

Part III
rasa rindu le...

Is gettin' hot in here.....

Part I
"kak reen, wajah berseri sempena bulan Ramadhan, ke?"
this words are from the taqwa lady...hmmm...interesting

Part II
"Org tgh dapat kasih sayang mmg wajah bercahaya"
a friend answered on behalf of me...(aku tak suruh pun?)

Part III
I can have a friend, I can have a lover or I can have a friend who is not a lover, I can have a lover who is not a friend or I can have nothing.....a reality that one must face...there are no 'special' case that allow you to have a friend who is a lover.

Part IV
currently I'm just tembak ja...I don't think n I dun care...the bigest question currently is...how I can deal with it later? lwell, later then....

Part V
pasar ramadhan lagi!!!! I miss my mum's cooking!!!!

Part VI
MELAKA cam neraka jahanam!!!!!!! panas nak mampos!!!!!!

1 is not enough...2 is complicated....boys?

Part I
I've this problem this week....I can't think!?! my assignment? what assignment? I can't think a thing now

Part II
you know what....I have this situation currently....when you're steady with sumone...here come a bunch of guys who seems to be so nice, the one you aims for so long and now they try to catch you...OK people....but back then when you were single....no one bothers....what on earth is God trying to test me here...faithfulness? just how 'logic' I can be when judging peeps? ARGHHHHH!!!!!

Part II
Are you still single? What the fuck ass dumb damn!!!!!! arghhhh!!!!!!! how should I answer to that...

a) no, I'm not single. Currently steady with.....
b) yes I'm single!
c) Nah...I'm just in the middle, you know I have this prob with him....blablabla (made up stories)

Part III
the differences between bf and gf is that....when the gf is trying to pretend that they are single...they have this sudden guilt...typical nerves!

Part IV
Nah...I'm thinking to keep it cool.....nothing is going to be happen next...so chill chill jewrr!

Part V
I'm not wiriting a blog for peeps to read 'out loud'....I write it because I want to n this is my on9 diary..every writen work here is original and sincere....

stylo + takut GF = jejaka poyo la hoi!

Part I
nasihat buat jejaka tampan...kalo gatal sila jgn pamerkan...kelak menyusahkan

Part II
buat GF yg berBFkn jejaka tampan...ko harus paham bukan ko sorg ja nampak dia tampan lalu jatuh cinta...paham2 la ye mak cik!

Part III
buat rakan2...kesian aku melihat...korg tak brapa nak tampan tapi...haih...dah ade kawan tampan tu sile2 la jage...suh dia pakai bear outfit siap ngan pala bruang...

Part IV
we are not bitches! kalo mau cari bitch sile ke tempat2 yg sepatutnya....kami bakal bersuami lelaki soleh....tak la serabai busuk cam 'jejaka belang2' tu...budak MMU ja...ape kelasss? hahahaha...(aku serius)

Part V
puasalapopuasalapopuasalapopuasalapopuasa

tak tido mlm

Part I
Kerja...kerja...kerja...lecturer temberang....lecturer cam tarjan!

Part II
sminggu aku jadi mengong...I've to force myself thinking....yawning...sleepy...puasa...typing...have no life! GOD BLESS ME!

Part III
thanx to my buruk EPSON printer, he is the HERO of the day! muahahaha....blanja aku skrg!

Part IV
done with my reports...now came the 4000 words essays? tesis? term paper?

Part V
current song that keep on playing ulang2 is JERAT by Harvey.....soothing...again sleepy

Part VI
my phone slamat terjatuh....terhentak...termasuk dlm lopak air ujan....slamat!

red eyes...loosing mind

Part I
I dun have a thing to think

Part II
few qusetions need to be answered....

1- ayam ade ekor ke tak?
2- ayam ade berapa kepak?
3- kenapa manusia ske makan ayam?

Part III
still me stuck with a pile of work...cam haram!

Part IV
do I look like a walking zombie? well think again

Part V
SIBUUUUUUKKKKK je!

I fening u all

Part I
kerja melambak...aku masih bersantai

Part II
aku leh tido n bercakap.....harini baru tau

Part III
kerja....kerja....kerja

Part IV
sakit kaki bersimpuh atas lantai...sambil on9

Part V
mau balik rumah atau berjimba?

my bf slept with a BITCH!!!!

Part I
Damn....going back to Melaka Neraka Jahanam today....

Part II
Dun do any assignment....God blass me

Part III
"why you keep me while you sexin' with another man?" or in my case a BITCH! miahaha...what happen in the world today is that guys can try cuba test dulu all the bitches they craving for...later they want to settle down with a virgin mary? Bawak bertaubat la woi! Dun make a mess over anak dara org's life....

Part IV
camping adelah satu event yg dicipta tuk membunuh! I dun understand why they still believe in it?

suara...suara....

Part I
It's all about my voice...

Part II
I can't scream actually....no one bothers if I do so...be there done that...DONE!

Part III
my voice over the phone wave will sound like a 'macho' guy? what the heck?! and owh...some said the sound of a 'charismatic' man? woah......muahahahaha

Part IV
the moral of this story is...my voice is not for shouting in a classroom....not for phone sex company but for being silent...Permanently!