Friday, June 13, 2008

cerita minggu ini...

Part I
OBSERVATION TAMMAT!

Part II
penat campur2 malas....tapi aku happy;)

Part III
sadly minggu ni aku dpt tau dia dah takde...xpe tak leh nak paksa...ade reason kenapa dia tak ku hangkut ke masa depan ku...move on! dah dewasa...aku dah tak emosi soal2 begini...baik aku risaukan posting aku...

Part IV
sudah mau tammat pengajian n course aku tak diiktiraf?? KORANG NAK MAMPUS KENA BOMB AGAKNYA!

Part V
ape perasaan aku tatkala anak murid beratur dan salam smbl cium tangan aku...aku rasa aku banyak dosa ngan depa...sudah tentu tak layak tuk dihormati sebegitu

Part VI
aku dah ade anak murid favvy...hahaha...Iqbal! nanti aku post picnya!

Part VII
minggu2 so sial! hahahaha

Friday, June 6, 2008

minyak

part I
nothing much to say...aku lagi confuse...ape dah jadi ngan dunia?

part II
aku percaya ramai akan berstuju ngan aku...kite sudah sampai di penghujungnya...kiamat sudah dekat...terlalu dekat...teramat dekat...dekat...at

part III
it is too sad to see that no one can be trusted...talking about our own leaders? yeah..I wonder whom do they really lead now? we? I am not quite agree...they do not know how to serve...poor management I would say...it is all a poor management...we have been poorly manage by self claim elected leader...we need fresh young people here...they r too old for all of these...I believe they r just too tired...they need a break...step down? nah...it is too late for that...we need a quick action here...stepping down will not solve this n whom do you want to be the next leader...the one with high profile murder case? no...no..no...this is all wrong...go n figure it out before I lost my job...before I go starving with no food...before I have to involve in a war...before I have to be a pelarian...before...

part IV
sorg kenalan bertanya...ko rasa ko kawen umur brapa...ko punya soklan ni main pakai rasa2 lak...rasa2 mana la tahu...kecik2 dulu aku slalu rasa umur 25 tahun aku dah kawen...bkn nak ckp ape la dah masuk 24 n beberapa bulan ja lagi nak masuk 25...haram aku tak terasa nak kawen...aku bukannya pandai masak...dah kena blajar masak...bukannya rajin buat kerja rumah...dah kena blajo camna nak lipat baju...aku ni bukannya suka budak2...dah kena blajo2 pegang budak...eh...leceh nye! meleret2...ngan harga minyak naik ni mmg takde market la nak letak hantaran tinggi...in ur dreams la dey! jadi tunggu la bila aku rasa aku dah cukup kaya...aku leh tanggung diri sndri...ada duit lebih, baru aku kawen...woah! dah mcm laki punya ayat lak...skrg pompuan pun kena camtu...ko tak tau laki yg tah kerja ape bakal jd suami ko...ramai lelaki skrg yg diri sndri pun semput nak tanggung apetah lagi anak org ngan anak2 yg bakal lahir berderet kelak (aku rasa jumlah anak pun kena catu!)...hehehehe...pk2kn la...dunia dah nak kiamat...phm2 aje la ye lelaki....

part V
yeah musim cuti dah berakhir...ramai yg teman tgk dah slamat kawen ha...pepandai la korg manage kehidupan baru...beras dah mahal...minyak dah naik...brg2 pun sibuk naik...nak bayo sewa rumah lagi...suk kalo dah ade anak nak bayo pengasuh lagi...tu sorg...masuk 3-4 org...makan pakai derang lagi...tiket bas nak balik kampung pun dah mahal...dulu sorg2 tak terasa...ni dah beranak pinak...nak bwk keta duit minyak mahal...nak naik bas...tiket naik...naik ketapi takut masuk gaung...night flight la...guna MAS low fares! hahahaha...sasak la...baik single je buat masa ni...srabut aku tgk

part VI
in a nut shell...smuanya salah harga minyak yg naik 80sen! hahahaha....

Thursday, June 5, 2008

a tourist...

part I
The traveler sees what he sees, the tourist sees what he has come to see.
- G. K. Chesterton

XARA: I'm a tourist!

part II
Lady: So when is the last time u visited Singapore b4 this trip?
Me: This is my frist after 12 years
Lady: Pardon?
Me: My first visit after 12 years la!

part III
bought a Singapore tee n a PUMA shoulder bag...I LOVE!!!!

part IV
planning to visit Singapore again! kali ni aku mau angkut perfume lak...letih yet I'm happy;p

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

i finally learn why.....

DON'T WORRY ABOUT THE PEOPLE IN YOUR PAST...THERE'S A REASON THEY DIDN'T MAKE IT TO YOUR FUTURE -quote from the net


XARA: a simple explaination for the most complecated problem in life

Monday, June 2, 2008

musim dating

Part I
coba elak meronda di bandar....musim coti skola ni...banyak budak2 berlagak hebat berpelukan...jalan guna gear satu sambil block perjalanan ku...ya ampun kanak2...aku tatkala berhingusan seperti kalian...idop aku hanya skola-pusat tuisyen-famili...kuar bersama kwn2 adela sesuatu yg dinikmati stahun 2-3 kali...kuar ngan bf jauh skali! korg dah bley begitu rupa sprti suami isteri...tiada yg istimewa ttg kalian...too bad...U r not enjoying ur life...kalo sme sudah 'merasa' di zaman muda...ape yg perlu kalian 'rasa' bila sampai di alam remaja sehingga la tua...tu yg end up buat benda yg pelik2...idop mesti merasa smua pringkat...xsme perlu bergerak ekspress sih!

Part II
oho...sbentar td sorg rakan lama menelefon ku...WOAH!!!! haru aku jadinya...I miss her so much la! she reminds me of our sweet days 2gether...hebat waktu tu...prkumpulan wanita yg untouchable! lelaki bukan takut tapi 'malas' mau deal ngan kami...hahaha...skrg sudah sukar mau kumpul sme srentak...sorg di NZ...sorg di kluang...sorg di mlaka...yg sorg ni hometownnya kini KK...adeh...sukar

Part III
tak sempat mau merisik 'statusnya' kini...kami slalu jangka dia yg akan bernikah trlebih dhulu...hahaha...bukan sembarangan tembak...dia sudah ade kualiti jd isteri org since form 4...hahaha...yg lain2 sudah tahu status...yg latest akhirnya berpacaran kmbali...syukur...kalo tak brubah dia mnjadi songsang! hahahaha...

Part IV
crita soal bf ni...2 org rakan akrab ku dari sahabat berempat itu berbfkn rakan skola...typical kata ku...lalu mreka hentam aku balik..."ko! aku nak tgk sape bf ko suk...jauh sgt ke orgnya sampai susah sgt ko nak jumpa...dpt budak skola kita gak...siap ko!"...ini bukan marah...tu AMARAN! hahahaha...[berusahalah mencari bf jauh2...gambate!]


Part V
sakit blakang-tulang temulang-urat2-sendi mendi....bowling punya pasal!

Part VI
aku rasa aku dah bosan ngan lelaki...hahaha...yeah...aku serius...too bad

Friday, May 30, 2008

read these...u learn sumthing

1-Imagination is more important than knowledge. -Albert Einstein

2-If music be the food of love, play on. -Shakespeare

3-The way to get started is to quit talking and begin doing. -Walt Disney

4-Obstacles are those frightful things you see when you take your eyes off the goal. -Henry Ford

5-I skate where the puck is going to be, not where it has been. -Wayne Gretzky

6-When you come to a fork in the road, take it. -Yogi Berra

7-We may affirm absolutely that nothing great in the world has been accomplished without passion. -Hegel

8-The life which is unexamined is not worth living. -Socrates

9-Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever. -M.K. Gandhi

10-What you get by achieving your goals is not as important as what you become by achieving your goals. -Zig Ziglar

11-"In theory, there is no difference between theory and practice. But in practice, there is." - Yogi Berra

12-"Don't be so humble - you are not that great." - Golda Meir (1898-1978) to a visiting diplomat

13-"There are only two tragedies in life: one is not getting what one wants, and the other is getting it." - Oscar Wilde (1854-1900)

14-"The man who does not read good books has no advantage over the man who cannot read them." - Mark Twain (1835-1910)

15-"I have never let my schooling interfere with my education." - Mark Twain (1835-1910)

Thursday, May 29, 2008

I'm back aite?!

Part I
3 songs currently dok ulang2 dlm playlist aku....
> I'm back-Baby Bash
> Hanya Kau Yang Mampu-Aizat
> Warkah-Bau

Part II
currently jua sdg mengerjakan WEDDING DASH 2

Part III
hunger? yeah...dah umpama pelarian di rumah kluarga sndri...sumpah aku lapo ni!!!! aku rindu rumah sewa!!! kebebasan!!! shit la...skrg aku tau nape anak muda once dah kuar rumah family mereka jadi makhluk asing bila pulang smula bercuti...gile bosang!


Part IV
duit makin surut kawan! adeh...praktikum ni buang masa n duit aku!

Part V
Owh ya...aku pk aku mau sambung blajo...di mana? course apa? xpenting...yg penting aku harus sntiasa generate idea2 n strusnya menggerakkan minda aku...duduk di skul otak ku xkan berkembang...that's why cikgu is a bunch of peeps yg kalo jalan kat bandar pun org tau dia cikgu...why? sbb drg ade gaya bertindak n brpk mreka sndri (bak kata gb aku, cikgu punya portfolio ade human touch xsama dgn engineer JKR.heh?)...umpama alien berjalan2 di bandar...mreka tidak bercampur (campur sama org politik aja)...sbb xbrcampur kerna mreka xde social life...sbb ape xde social life...kerna mreka hanya idop ngan cikgu+anak murid+kekadang guru besau+tukang kebun+ade la sket2 tegur pak guard+kerani skola+pkerja am+extra effort kalo buat baik ngan abang kedai fotostat atau kedai buku.....SUX, I know.

Part VI
di kala ini aku hanya pk...ape aku nak makan...lapo sey...rentak famili aku mkn xsama ngan aku...sungguh la aku lapo...lapo...lapar...hungry...sangat2...amat...teramat...*mati kelaparan*

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

almost....

CAPRICORN - The Go-Getter
Patient and wise. Practical and rigid. Ambitious. Tends to be good-looking. Humorous and funny. Can be a bit shy and reserved. Often pessimists. Capricorns tend to act before they think and can be unfriendly at times. Hold grudges. Like competition. Get what they want.

XARA: almost all r correct...

Monday, May 26, 2008

Scandal...

Part I
Drama kehidupan manusia antara si adam yg beristeri dan beranak 4 dgn si perempuan yg belum pernah dinikahi...ending cite...sux!

Prt II
yg penting pepandai la jaga diri...dunia dah nak kiamat ni mcm2 tanda besau dah kuar...tah2 dajal pun dah kuar...mana kite tau...insyaAllah...aku jaga ape yg aku ade..dignity skrg susah mau jaga lagi jangka...u can be an iron lady tp tumpas ditgn lelaki...u can be an imam yet tewas dgn nafsunya sndri...world towards kehancuran!

Part III
kawan ku bertunang....congrates bagi mereka yg bertunang n for those who r just counting days for their big day! congrates...me? next year? sape la yg pepandai tabur fitnah ni...muahahaha

Part IV
idop lebih bahagia tanpa skola dan lesson plan!

Part V
sandwich + latte = completes my morning!

Monday, May 19, 2008

arini aku nak brpk

Part I
u know when u reach an age of 24...u will just wonder...am I in the r8 track? I mean my life? the r8 job? the r8 man? the r8 frens? owh? am I in the r8 time to think about it or I'm just too late...too late?

Part II
ohoi! aku tak ske skola!!!! penuh ngan scandal! gossip! I just hate the politics! damn! brapa lama lagi ni! waaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!! (ps:nape cikgu lelaki gatal iek?)

Part III
dah la tu...k...kali ni nak cite pasal melaka...u know what happen now? apak aku dah smb kerja sampai umuq dia 58...which means...dia takkan pulang ke mlaka as what we have planed b4...naya tul la...kalo la aku dpt posting mlaka...mati kering la aku...I'm thinking mau try ke terengganu(plan asal gue)...kalo tak pun sabah sarawak...kat smenanjung ni dah terlalu banyak problem...sesak aku tgk...baik duk dlm utan...dunia aku tak tau...takde la bimbang...my concern is that...asal takde anak babi sesat dlm rumah dah le...hahahaha...haih...how easy life can be...take it super slow n njoy each bits of it...life

Part IV
owh...aku cadang mau join drift la...hahaha...car racer club ka...huih...gile dah

Part V
masuk keta+start enjin+volume radio 22+tekan minyak+melalak sampai ilang sore!

Sunday, May 18, 2008

love..love..me











ahha....



*bravo!*

Saturday, May 3, 2008

"akak ni mudah putus asa la"

part I
yup that's what my mum said

part II
partly r8...mostly I guess but not all (ego) hahaha

part III
kata2 tu cukup 'pukul' aku balik...yes...for current situation...I must not give up...later aku yg gler kerja...

part IV
cried...cry...n still....

part V
oho...cermin keta dpan bullet proof! hahahaha

Thursday, April 24, 2008

sombong!

org leh kata...
org leh jerit...
org leh nyanyi...
org leh maki..
org leh berbisik...

TAPI BILA AKU PEKAK, PASTI AKU TIDAK MENDENGAR

Monday, April 7, 2008

twentysomething n I'm already OLD, peeps!

XARA: there goes my teenage life..sob-sob


Twentysomething - Jamie Cullum

AFTER YEARS of EXPENSIVE EDUCATION(6 thn mkn duit rakyat),
A CAR FULL of BOOKS(+kertas fotostet) and anticipation,
I’m an EXPERT on SHAKESPEARE(whom we know from India?) and that’s a hell of a lot,
but THE WORLD DON'T NEED SCHOLARS(they just need more Eng teacher!) as much as I thought.

Maybe I'LL GO TRAVELLING FOR A YEAR(in ur dream la!),
finding myself or START A CAREER(no choice!).
I could work for the poor though I’m hungry for fame
we all seem so different but we're just the same.

Maybe I'll GO to THE GYM, so I DON'T GET FAT(trlalu spanjang idop kat mktb!),
aren't things more easy with a tight six pack?
Who knows the answers? WHO DO YOU TRUST?(kwn2 pun la ni xleh caya sgt)
I CAN'T even SEPERATE LOVE FROM LUST(delima remaja).

Maybe I’ll MOVE BACK HOME(blom tentu lagi syg oi) and PAY OFF MY LOANS(like duh?),
working nine to five answering phones.
Don't make me live for my friday nights,
drinking eight pints and getting in fights.

I don't want to get up, just let me lie in,
leave me alone, I'm a twenty something.

Maybe I'll just FALL IN LOVE that could solve it all,
philosophers say that that’s enough,
THERE SURELY MUST BE MORE(absolutely darling, absolutely!)

LOVE AIN'T THE ANSWER NOR IS WORK(so?),
the truth eludes me so much it hurts.
But I’M STILL HAVING FUN and I guess THAT'S THE KEY("unwise action"),
I'm a twenty something and I'll keep being me.


I’m a twenty something.
Let me lie in, Leave me alone.
I’m a twenty something.

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

pompuan gile!!!

part I
dah nak final...pompuan gile tu naik gile! hahaha...gile!!!

part II
malas la...nak exam tapi tak buat pape lagi ni...nganga....

part III
out! sakit ati bila ingt maktab...lari ke KL!

Friday, March 7, 2008

Darcy's Diary....

Part I
engaged with my Mr. Darcy's Diary....

Part II
the horrible midsummer's nite has just ended....thank God I'm still alive!

part III
I've to admit this...I miss him

part IV
owh....I end this week dgn prasaan yg amat menyampah...why always me? it's always me? kalo ku biar berminggu...minggu la ia kat situ...nak ku biarkan bertahun ke? bongok ah!

part V
buku library ilang....babi tul sape punya angkara!!!!

part VI
aku nak muntah ngan prangai bragging lecturer pompuan yg sorg tu...cam SIAL la pompuan tu...aku rasa dia layak untuk tidak dihormati...maaf...tapi aku rasa dia sesuai jadi isteri org kaya yg kayak ari2 chit chat aja n show off sme benda...bukan patut dia menjadi lecturer yg spatutnya berhati mulia n ikhlas mengaja bukan memiliki sikap angkuh memandang rendah sama studs lalu memperlekehkan mreka...ya kami BODOH...maka ajar la kami wahai cik BODOH SOMBONG!


part VII
kisah pengakuan rakan di malam lalu...aku sanjung! dia ade kekuatan mau membertahu skalian..."I do begin to pity her"....line dai script ku...mengajar yg lain agar lebih berhati2 dlm memilih teman idop...harus pk ngan waras...

part VIII
aku sude memiliki buku terakhir Harry Potter...tau lewat...tunggu harga jatuh...aku tidak mewah....huuu...dpt tee free lai! awooooo!

part IX
SAYA RINDOO SAMA KAMOO!

Saturday, February 23, 2008

rindu GILE? gile RINDU?

part I
seksa presentasi udah abih...huhuhu...trimas buat kengkawan yg bagi kerja sama (even though I know korg letih)

part II
ingt seksa dah abeh...dtg lak on stage perfrmance...cam haram tul!

part III
perbalahan antara puak in class makin menjadi2...cam bahang pilihan raya lak...owh...aku ngundi di Kluang...jgn pandai cakap ja...kalo brani p ngundi la!

part IV
oho...g ngedate lai sama dia...hehehe....best...best...a partner yg leh di bawa bershopping bersama...tak banyak leceh (even though I feel like he is the one yg banyak kuar masuk kedai street wear dia...cis)...I'm happy...coma ade satu dua insidnt yg bikin aku panas ja...dasar pompuan tak tahu malu! tak malu ka sama kawan2 cis!

part V
wahaaaaaa!!! argghhhhh!!!! RINDU la!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, February 10, 2008

TAMMAT

part I
oho...bila cuti dah TAMMAT...tiba masa tuk fening2 kmbali...n owh masalah? ya...tak pernah putus!

part II
semasa abih SPM dulu aku prnah kata "this is the last time ever in my life, aku jejak kaki ke skola! hell!!" tu swaktu amek result exam...6 tahun kmudian aku kata.."believe me, skul? 5 years n I'm done!" ape benar hajat dicita?

part III
DURIAN TUNGGAL sounds familiar to me...kecik2 dulu slalu tanya my dad, "bah durian tunggal tu ade ape? bnyak pokok durian ke?" dah cecah 24thn...akhirnya aku kena berbakti pd tanah yg hanya ade satu durian? what the...?! ya...ya...untuk 3bulan je...tapi sudah cukup memualkn...maaf tapi aku mmg tak ske mengajar anak bangsa...sbb? I'm not a good person...akula generasi anak muda yg org tua2 slalu kate...bakal perosak anak bangsa...tapi mereka represent aku dlm nada yg lebih keji..."cikgu yg kencing berdiri"...oho ya kena ingt gak...anak bangsa skrg bukannya baik sgt pun...mereka dah JAHANAM dahulu sblm sampai skola

part IV
n so last week, sorg kawan timbulkan isu kawen mawen n hantaran...sum says it's once in a life time but others say what a waste. Gini la...kalo aku...I like thing as simple as it can be...nikah...majlis yg tetamunya tak lebih dari 1000? jemput sdara n kenalan terdekat udah le..kut la aku kawen ngan anak sultan ka...penyanyi popular ka....kena consider rakyat jelata/peminat2 si dia. tapi swaktu cuti 4 ari ini..aku menghadiri beberapa kerja kawen anak2 rakan lama daddy ku di ITM...ya, satu event yg menarik juga kalo mau mengumpul kenalan2 lama. tak kesahla brapa ramai tetamunya, kesederhanaan perlu ade...makan minum yg simple2 udah (sehari bukan kerja kawen ko sorg ja diaorg nak p)...yg penting ade ciri2 exclusive dan bukan massive! tak perlu bincang panjang2...ape yg aku leh kata...kepada bakal suami aku, I can promise you one thing...kamu tak akan fening

part V
....perjalanan pulang ke neraka jahanam....

Wednesday, February 6, 2008

beruang pun tak senang ati....

part I
minggu yg dinanti...masuk duit ribat2...woah! tabur duit...kite tabur je

part II
dah kaya pun tak senang ati....assignment melambak...praktikum huru hara...sme mende pun buat aku hangin!

part III
dia pun dah mrajuk dah...nape tah diam je...huh...tak senang ati gak bila dah kaya ni

part IV
nak buat treatment rambut pun payoh....org lain rambut leklok dah d-invest beratusan...aku rmbut dah nazak ni...KEDEKUT nak mampos! what's wrong with me?! huh

part V
n owh please la...aku srabut2 ni...jgn la korg2 buat aku makin haru...kasi aku HAPPY sket leh tak...
 
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