Sunday, August 30, 2009

Where Will You Be in Ten Years?

result is...Changing the World

You are a nice person. You love to help people. Your life is full of challenge and excitement. You keep learning new things which you can use to help this world. 10 years for you means you can change the world to be a better place for people to live. Keep going! Your world is full of love!


Me: agak benar tp aku tidak mahu mengakuinya kerna kalo gini kerjanya seorg guru n aku tak layak menjadi yg itu...aku rasa aku nak jadi suri rumah aja lah...mungkin aku boleh mengubah anak2 ku (mcm aku kawen)

Why Are You Still Single?

Everyone wants a little romance in their lives, but some times that special someone is really hard to come by. Even if you're a good person or ready for love, you might not be able to find that relationship and you just don't know why. Take this quiz and we’ll tell you why!

RESULT: Not In the Mood

You're mind may say you want a relationship, but your heart clearly is not there yet. All of your actions speak of one who is more about the chase than the actual catch. ...It's okay to be this way, but we have to wonder why you took this quiz in the first place. Do you think society wants you to have a relationship? Are you just trying to compete with a former ex? None of these reasons are good enough to actually delve into a relationship we must say, so until you can really commit, we suggest you continue your tromp as a rouge about town.


Me: extremely true

Friday, August 28, 2009

Bisikan Chenta...



me: walaupun kau bersamanya...kau tetap aku yg punya...
sayang kau tak menyedari...cintamu ada disini...
(too bad....love wasted...me? move on)


Current playlist
1.Erema - Pelita Dibawah Purnama
2.M.Nasir - Sentuhan Listrikmu (old time favvy)
3.One Nation Emcees ft Damien - Bisikan Cinta
4.Yuna - Dan Sebenarnya (my ex-bf dedicated this song b4)
5.Zee Avi - Bitter Heart
6.Imelda - Putus
7.Kagen Band - Kembali Pulang (lagu dedikasi dr Cikgu Said...hehehe)

Thursday, August 27, 2009

aku dah kata dah....

What type of career fits you?

A CAREER IN THE ARTS

You are a gifted person with talents to boot! Your artistic nature will blossom in these careers: writer, painter, sculptor, decorator, graphic artist, novelist, bookstore owner, landscaper, cartoonist, illustrator, playwright, director, producer, makeup artist or florist.


me: aku dah kata dah...teaching is not in the line....bookstore owner is a great idea...hmmm....interesting

aku sbenarnya slalu terangan dari zaman skola nak buka boutique hotel...smoga aku mampu melakukan sesuatu yg aku inginkan and I dun mind to be a slave of something that I heart to do...harus blaja buka mata....kena study banyak

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Sentuhan Listrikmu....



Sentuhan Listrikmu

Bisakah aku bertanya padamu
Dari mana datang sayang ini
Dari redup matamu
Atau bisikan mesra

Adakah kerna sentuhan listrikmu
Membuat ku terus berjanji
Hati ini hanya untukmu saja

Sentuhanmu bukan datang dari
Dunia materi
Terasa ini pernah mengusikku
Bagai de javu

Ku rindu sentuhanmu
Ku damba sentuhanmu
Tiada lain yang ku inginkan
Hanyalah
Hanya sentuhanmu


me: top list lagu old time favvy...stiap kali dgr lagu ni bikin wa mau berchenta!

Monday, August 24, 2009

I heart them!



1991-FOREVER...guess we grow old 2gether
dari jaman pinafore ke tudung lilit...what a revolution! hahahaha

Sunday, August 23, 2009

kill time

What Kind of Coffee Are You?
Soy Latte
*At your best, you are: free spirited, down to earth, and relaxed
At your worst, you are: dogmatic and picky
You drink coffee when: you need a pick me up, and green tea isn't cutting it
Your caffeine addiction level: medium

Me: Super correct!



I don't know if I can yell any louder
How many time I've kicked you outta here?
Or said something insulting?
Da da da, da da

I can be so mean when I wanna be
I am capable of really anything
I can cut you into pieces
But my heart is broken
Da da da, da da

Please don't leave me
Please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

How did I become so obnoxious?
What is it with you that makes me act like this?
I've never been this nasty
Da da da, da da

Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?
The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest
But baby I don't mean it
I mean it, I promise
Da da da, da da

Please don't leave me
Oh please don't leave me
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

I forgot to say out loud how beautiful you really are to me
I cannot be without, you're my perfect little punching bag
And I need you, I'm sorry
Da da da, da da

Da da da da, da da da da
Da da da, da da
Please, please don't leave me
(Da da da, da da)

Baby please don't leave me
(Da da da, da da)
No, don't leave me
Please don't leave me no no no

You say I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back
It's gonna come right back to this
Please, don't leave me

Please don't leave me, oh no no no.
I always say how I don't need you
But it's always gonna come right back to this

Me: well...it's me alright

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Ismail Haron - Ilham Pujangga



I'm touched...

hancur



Saturday, August 8, 2009

1 year anni.....



aku n serra @ kk...just 2 of us...shopping sakan!!!!

Monday, August 3, 2009

............prt II

Nurul Hakim: Are u sure the pain at your back and joints just a normal one? Kalau tak silap akak la, tulah tanda2 stress yg amat iaitu also known as burnout..to get rid of burnout situation, you must get out from your current environment..

*nasihat kak akim my dearest cousin....I am stress...tukang urut kaki aku pun aku sgt stress sampai aku terjerit kecik bila dia picit titik stress aku....serra menjadi saksi...owh thanx to serra sbb jadi geng shopping aku...serra, handbag+kasut raya kita tak bli lagi....hahahahaha

Sunday, August 2, 2009

.......................




totally not happy ( I hate teaching+I hate sabah+just shoot me n let me die there's no happiness here I just want to go to hell!) serius kill me now if u can! please

Friday, July 31, 2009

yup...it is...again



mc for another sminggu n I already had my flight booked...bapak aku pun suh aku balik...n so aku balik...ape nasib yg bakal aku ketemui di pulau...I dun even want to think of it....sure SUX!


How Lazy Are You?
You're a slacker.
Here's the deal. You're not that lazy -- you're just not very motivated. As long as you've got a few basic comforts and a general lack of worries in life, you're good. You don't like words like "goals" and "effort" because they remind you of work which, gross. You'd rather coast through life like an inner tube floating down a river on a warm summer day or a hammock swaying in the breeze. You probably don't mind if people call you lazy, but it's not really accurate. You're just takin' it easy. If life's a car, you're happy to let someone else do the driving -- you'd rather be in the passenger seat, watching the world go by.


aku: 100% agree

Thursday, July 30, 2009

pengumuman-pengumuman..siapa yang mau bantu!!!




Wali -Cari Jodoh

Apa salahku apa salah ibuku
Hidupku di rundung pilu
Tak ada yang mau dan menginginkan aku
Tuk jadi pengobat pilu
Tuk jadi penawar rindu
Tuk jadi kekasih hatiku

Timur ke barat selatan ke utara
Tak juga aku berjumpa
Dari musim duren hingga musim rambutan
Tak kunjung aku dapatkan
Tak jua aku temukan
Oh Tuhan inikah cobaan

Ibu-ibu bapak-bapak
Siapa yang punya anak
Bilang aku aku yang tengah malu
Sama teman-temanku
Karna cuma diriku yang tak laku-laku

Pengumuman-pengumuman
Siapa yang mau bantu
Tolong aku kasihani aku
Tolong carikan diriku kekasih hatiku
Siapa yang mau

Timur ke barat selatan ke utara
Tak juga aku berjumpa
Dari musim duren hingga musim rambutan
Tak kunjung aku dapatkan
Tak jua aku temukan
Oh Tuhan inikah cobaan

Ibu-ibu bapak-bapak
Siapa yang punya anak
Bilang aku aku yang tengah malu
Sama teman-temanku
Karna cuma diriku yang tak laku-laku

Pengumuman-pengumuman
Siapa yang mau bantu
Tolong aku kasihani aku
Tolong carikan diriku kekasih hatiku
Siapa yang mau

Ibu bapak punya anak
Bilang-bilang aku aku yang tengah malu
Sama teman-temanku
Karna cuma diriku yang tak laku-laku

Pengumuman-pengumuman
Siapa yang mau bantu
Tolong aku kasihani aku
Tolong carikan diriku kekasih hatiku
Siapa yang mau


aku: tak kesian ke kat aku...tolong la wey sahabat2 oi....

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

should I laugh or cry?



so what should I do?

a) Do what you can, with what you have, where you are. ~Theodore Roosevelt

b) To do nothing is sometimes a good remedy. ~Hippocrates

Sunday, July 26, 2009

anda mampu mengubahnya...


*pic thanx to dell

if u notice sumthing...ada perkara yg menarik berlaku disini...bila lampu merah bulat tu yg menyala di simpang utama...apa yg akan berhenti?

I) kereta
II) lori
III)van
IV) pejalan kaki

a) I
b) I & II
c) I,II,III & V
d) semua kecuali V

berpandukan pada gambar...aku takkan salahkan jawapan anak murid kiranya mereka memilih C....miahahaha...seriusly aku salute itu aunty...dia hanya meneruskan perjalanan dia setelah lampu bertukar ijo walaupun lampu merah menyala dari arah yg bertentangan...funny? nope...itu yg sepatutnya dilakukan....

ANDA MAMPU MENGUBAHNYA

Friday, July 24, 2009

cuti sakit



there is a reason why they call it CUTI SAKIT....it's not a free holiday..."You duduk rumah, relax...jgn travel jauh...jgn angkat benda berat...jgn buat aktiviti lasak...just RELAX"....ye tuan doktor...saya sakit makanya saya tak mungkin berhoooraa hooorey! org nampak aku sihat sebenarnya aku sentiasa menanggung kesakitan...

Thursday, July 23, 2009

pain killer

abe mis: Assalamulaikum hajjah, Terima kasih nasihat tu:). ustaz Azri kata kita ni kena selalu senyum dan bergurau, baru tidak sress di pulau.

aku: huhuhu...gelak2 gak...tapi we still have to be strong to face the reality...a laugh won't solve the problem it will only kill the sadness for a while just like a pain killer...

Saturday, July 18, 2009

seorang diri...

sempena usia penetapan di Sabah ni mencecah setahun...aku muhasabah diri...tgk ape yg telah berlaku kat diri aku...I realise tak banyak yg baik...smenya makin teruk...penyakit kat tubuh aku bertambah...sakit blakang bertambah...kehilangan bf dan tiada petanda akan berkahwin sepanjang aku kat sini (mungkin 5 tahun akan datang atau selama2nya..emosi xmungkin stabil)...aku makin malas (tiada motivasi)...makin lesu dan tak bermaya (mungkin sbb slalu sgt sakit)...takde mak nak bebel...takde bapak yg akan hantar aku ke klinik kalo sakit...takde adik nak buat lawak bodoh...takde kawan2 yg leh aku peluk2-sakat-luahkan masalah-baring2 sambil tgk kipas berpusing...takde asya-kimura-kaseh-chenta-lilo-bob-cici yg akan kebasahan dengan air mata aku bila aku sedih...takde bilik/masa yg aku leh bersendirian dan bertenang...senang citer duduk kat sini aku gagal menjadi diri aku...org kata dah sampai masa...dah kerja takleh nak behave cam zaman blaja...kalo itu puncanya sama ada aku tak bersedia atau aku tak mampu untuk hidup berkerjaya...maybe aku patut sambung blaja full time atau pura2 ilang ingatan jadi aku leh duduk kat rumah mak bapak aku n tak yah kerja atau I just have to gantung diri kat kipas siling yg skdar hiasan kat rumah kayu tu...tapi macam mana kawan2 aku yg masih boleh lakukan ape yg mereka pernah buat masa zaman belajar dan mereka boleh bersuka ria seperti mana yg diidamkn di zaman blajar...owh aku lupa...mereka masih tinggal di SEMENANJUNG yg mana semuanya ada dan menyeronokkan...tension2 at least ade benda yg mampu dilakukan dan amat menggembirakan...masih boleh berlari ke rumah family lepak2 hujung minggu dan makan masakan bonda...susah sial aku nak duk jauh dalam hutan(sabah) ni! lahir kat pekan...besar kat bandar...hutan is not my place!

Friday, July 17, 2009

I miss....

1) KL

2) IIUM

3) Wangsa Maju

4) Nasi Ayam Mengcomkam!

5) KLCC

6) MidVel

7) One Utama

8) Putra-Star-Rapid KL-Komuter-Monorail

9) Jco

10) Live event

11) LOMO cam n my LOMOkids buddies

12) TimeSquare

13) Pavilion

14) Sungei Wang

15) Low Yat

16) Masjid As-Syakirin! miahahahahaha.....

17)I miss my jahiliah years...ronda2 kota KL hingga larut malam...berovernite...ARGH! I miss KL so damn much! Aku rindu pasta kat kedai arab kat IIU...aku rindu kek chocolate...roti berinti kentang babush!...juice buah2an kat center...KLCC port lepak...tawaf MidVel...aku mahu PINDAH SEMENANJUNG! AKU NAK PULANG!!! AKU TAK SUKA SABAH! AKU TAK SUKA PULAU BANGGI! AKU BENCI KUDAT!
 
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