aku sayang semua orang!!!

Part I
sakit EXAM datang melanda aku...

Part II
I dun understand anything!!!!

Part III
I miss my home so much...I miss my parents....I miss Asya!!!

Part IV
I like him (II)

Part V
I love n miss him so much (I)

Part VI
Ya Allah...ampuni dosa ku...berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk menghadapi segala dugaan yg ko hujani ku, Ya Rabbi!

so...what is raya?

a time for you to relax...meet your sedara mara...giving template answer "dah abih skola dah cik"...as usual they thought I just pass my PMR-SPM...it's like HELLo people it's been 6 years!

kan dah raya....

Part I
Weehaaaa!!! saat berakhir presentasi...dapat ku rasa NIKMAT ari lebaran yg menjelma...giler syok!

Part II
dipagi raya ni ku persiapkan diri....kali ni istimewa...mandian FANTASY Britney Spears + lotion badannya + wangian FANTASY yg MANIS!!! rasa mau gigit diri sndri....muahahahaha....

Part III
pagi tadi dapat duit raya pertamaku dari ayahanda...LUMAYAN!!!! muahahaha....mungkin ini...eh...eh...bukan mungkin...CONFIRM this is the last time I'll receive duit raya ever!!!! damn! tapi LUMAYAN!!!! asik!!!!

Part III
org tersayang? well mungkin dia sedang marah lagi menyampah ngan aku...makanya...ku biarkan dia sejuk hingga beku...owh....lupa mau anta msg mohon ampun dan maaf....later la...

Part IV
beraya ngan badan yg amat GEMUK!!!! hahaha...dun give a damn...as long as aku happy! ade semangat baru di Aidilfitri.... harus ku jaga agar tak down seperti biasa....dan perkara2 remeh yg bley buat aku down jua ku tolak ketepi....isu kekasih + persiapan exam + kengkawan yg memualkan + soal masa depanku....nanti2....aku pandang smuanya secara +ve....smuanya harus take a break...biarkan...hadapi n selesaikan satu persatu....CHILL CHILL JEWRR!!!

Lalalala....hari hari kerja!

Part I
assigment aku blum slesai lagi people!

Part II
minggu ni minggu 'mengajar' syok sndri kat depan kelas...

Part III
aku dah dgr guruh kat luar tu...nak hujan ka?

Part IV
owh ya....last weekend me had chance to be at Annexe for the first time...the event...hmmm...biasa ja but the performance by Oh Chenta Ku n Meet Uncle Hussain are supperb!!!! hooray to them!

Part V
had chance to snap a photo with MUH nd ANDY FP....gorgeous!!!!!!

Part VI
to my bf....miss you like crazy!!!! hahahaha.....iyo la tu

LAN PT....

Part I
Bosan....muak...jemu....asek kena bebel...saman...lan pt...lan pt....go to hell la!

Part II
kerja...kerja...kerja...cam biasa...jadi hamba kerja seumur idop!

Part III
semput....sakit blakang...sme dtg serentak....

Part IV
moody tahap mampos! kasihan rerakan....

Part V
I dun do my work OK people!

weekend sakit....

Part I
last weekend I only slept for 30 mins.....glorious me!

Part II
not bad yet terrible overnite! hahaha....no offence but only few peeps njoy the weekend...

Part III
I learn one fact "Masjid tempat org nak solat. Kalo nak tido balik rumah!".....owh I've just discover...like...duh?

Part IV
last weekend I have this communication break down with human....duk diam2 sudah la...

Part V
Owh this week? Teaching...presentation...less sleep...work...work....

Furthering study in CHICKEN development

Part I
There are times that you are damn bored at class n u are thinking....what am I doing here? What's the subject again?

Part II
did you know that a chicken has nose? Muahahaha....smakin lama idop...smakin aku tak kenal ayam...hmmm...I'm thinking to further my study in Chicken Development course (while at Curriculum Development class)

Part III
rasa rindu le...

Is gettin' hot in here.....

Part I
"kak reen, wajah berseri sempena bulan Ramadhan, ke?"
this words are from the taqwa lady...hmmm...interesting

Part II
"Org tgh dapat kasih sayang mmg wajah bercahaya"
a friend answered on behalf of me...(aku tak suruh pun?)

Part III
I can have a friend, I can have a lover or I can have a friend who is not a lover, I can have a lover who is not a friend or I can have nothing.....a reality that one must face...there are no 'special' case that allow you to have a friend who is a lover.

Part IV
currently I'm just tembak ja...I don't think n I dun care...the bigest question currently is...how I can deal with it later? lwell, later then....

Part V
pasar ramadhan lagi!!!! I miss my mum's cooking!!!!

Part VI
MELAKA cam neraka jahanam!!!!!!! panas nak mampos!!!!!!

1 is not enough...2 is complicated....boys?

Part I
I've this problem this week....I can't think!?! my assignment? what assignment? I can't think a thing now

Part II
you know what....I have this situation currently....when you're steady with sumone...here come a bunch of guys who seems to be so nice, the one you aims for so long and now they try to catch you...OK people....but back then when you were single....no one bothers....what on earth is God trying to test me here...faithfulness? just how 'logic' I can be when judging peeps? ARGHHHHH!!!!!

Part II
Are you still single? What the fuck ass dumb damn!!!!!! arghhhh!!!!!!! how should I answer to that...

a) no, I'm not single. Currently steady with.....
b) yes I'm single!
c) Nah...I'm just in the middle, you know I have this prob with him....blablabla (made up stories)

Part III
the differences between bf and gf is that....when the gf is trying to pretend that they are single...they have this sudden guilt...typical nerves!

Part IV
Nah...I'm thinking to keep it cool.....nothing is going to be happen next...so chill chill jewrr!

Part V
I'm not wiriting a blog for peeps to read 'out loud'....I write it because I want to n this is my on9 diary..every writen work here is original and sincere....

stylo + takut GF = jejaka poyo la hoi!

Part I
nasihat buat jejaka tampan...kalo gatal sila jgn pamerkan...kelak menyusahkan

Part II
buat GF yg berBFkn jejaka tampan...ko harus paham bukan ko sorg ja nampak dia tampan lalu jatuh cinta...paham2 la ye mak cik!

Part III
buat rakan2...kesian aku melihat...korg tak brapa nak tampan tapi...haih...dah ade kawan tampan tu sile2 la jage...suh dia pakai bear outfit siap ngan pala bruang...

Part IV
we are not bitches! kalo mau cari bitch sile ke tempat2 yg sepatutnya....kami bakal bersuami lelaki soleh....tak la serabai busuk cam 'jejaka belang2' tu...budak MMU ja...ape kelasss? hahahaha...(aku serius)

Part V
puasalapopuasalapopuasalapopuasalapopuasa

tak tido mlm

Part I
Kerja...kerja...kerja...lecturer temberang....lecturer cam tarjan!

Part II
sminggu aku jadi mengong...I've to force myself thinking....yawning...sleepy...puasa...typing...have no life! GOD BLESS ME!

Part III
thanx to my buruk EPSON printer, he is the HERO of the day! muahahaha....blanja aku skrg!

Part IV
done with my reports...now came the 4000 words essays? tesis? term paper?

Part V
current song that keep on playing ulang2 is JERAT by Harvey.....soothing...again sleepy

Part VI
my phone slamat terjatuh....terhentak...termasuk dlm lopak air ujan....slamat!

red eyes...loosing mind

Part I
I dun have a thing to think

Part II
few qusetions need to be answered....

1- ayam ade ekor ke tak?
2- ayam ade berapa kepak?
3- kenapa manusia ske makan ayam?

Part III
still me stuck with a pile of work...cam haram!

Part IV
do I look like a walking zombie? well think again

Part V
SIBUUUUUUKKKKK je!

I fening u all

Part I
kerja melambak...aku masih bersantai

Part II
aku leh tido n bercakap.....harini baru tau

Part III
kerja....kerja....kerja

Part IV
sakit kaki bersimpuh atas lantai...sambil on9

Part V
mau balik rumah atau berjimba?

my bf slept with a BITCH!!!!

Part I
Damn....going back to Melaka Neraka Jahanam today....

Part II
Dun do any assignment....God blass me

Part III
"why you keep me while you sexin' with another man?" or in my case a BITCH! miahaha...what happen in the world today is that guys can try cuba test dulu all the bitches they craving for...later they want to settle down with a virgin mary? Bawak bertaubat la woi! Dun make a mess over anak dara org's life....

Part IV
camping adelah satu event yg dicipta tuk membunuh! I dun understand why they still believe in it?

suara...suara....

Part I
It's all about my voice...

Part II
I can't scream actually....no one bothers if I do so...be there done that...DONE!

Part III
my voice over the phone wave will sound like a 'macho' guy? what the heck?! and owh...some said the sound of a 'charismatic' man? woah......muahahahaha

Part IV
the moral of this story is...my voice is not for shouting in a classroom....not for phone sex company but for being silent...Permanently!

minggu2 akhir...

Part I
nothing much today...coma bergelut mau coba membuka FS n MS...nyata satu aktiviti yg menarik!

Part II
words that keep pop up from my mouth are "abang" and "sayang" ya...abang for the boys n sayang for the gurls....

Part III
I thought my life will be much in peace after these two weeks but guess what...besides have to finish my assign that I've no clue....I end up have to prepare for BIG which is SUX!

satu pun takleh pakai.....

Part I
Setiap ari pun rasa letih....

Part II
tinggal lagi 2 ari sblum tinggalkan skul....aku makin blur...

Part III
budak2 skul ni buat aku makin PEKAK!

Part IV
"takkan mungkin kita bertahan...hidup dalam bersendirian"
- thanx to my parents n my fwens....mereka masih beri aku sebab tuk idop....masih beri aku semangat...woah....

PART I
I'm currently in DOWN mood

PART II
every nite I cry myself to sleep

PART III
yesterday went out with my gals around mlaka...n guess what...we are DAMN SAD! almost burst into tears....damn we have no life here!

PART IV
tertekan....gile mereka kejam! I HATE MAKTAB! I HATE MELAKA! I HATE MY COURSE!

PART V
DAMN! I dun care bout being a teacher...that stupid pointer that will never change my hatred towards my course...sumpah ape aku buat skrg hanya sekadar mau idop...n that's it!

CAPRICORN- WOMEN

Physical Appearance
The Capricorn women in her early years is normally slender and somewhat weak. Her general demeanour lacks confidence. However there is definitive improvement in her constitution after 16 years of age.
The nose is generally long and the eyes are deep set. The face bears a forlorn look. The body below the waist is normally on the thinner side.
Overall appearance of a Capricorn woman is however of a smart and attractive woman.
Mental Attitude
You have a strong ability to think and you can understand the human nature the way no one else does.
You also have the ability to analyse and understand any concept well and shall possess a good memory. Therefore you will prove good at all professions that require analytical thinking and understanding.
The Capri woman also has the tendency to postpone her actions till the time she is able to clearly see the consequences of what she does.


General Nature
You are quite a reticint person that is you do not speak much. It is not very natural for you to just smile & make friends. It also translates - you are not a party animal. You are modest and polite and do not believe in showing off.
You have a deep understanding of human nature and think and understand the concepts of life and human beings well.When a Capri woman makes friends, she keeps them for a life time.
It is not easy to cheat you. You have a very business savvy nature Methodical working,prudence and the ability to carry on even in most adverse circumstances makes Capricorn people most successful.
Women born in this sign are great organisers and have enormous tolerance, patience and steady nature. You are capable of building a team in which you will not have any favoritism but shall deal with people according to their capacity to deliver goods. You are highly tactful, diplomatic, clever, cunning and selfish.
However on the flip side , if you allow your negative side to dominate , you can easily transform into a cunning person with the ability to cheat others and use them for selfish purposes.


Health
Depression, discontentment, worries and the tendency to keep yourself extremely busy tells on your digestive system.
Skin diseases, injuries to kneecap and dislocations of joints are the other most common problems that a Capri woman faces.


Money
Conservative by nature, prudent and economical - a Capricorn women can amass a lot of wealth in her life.
You do not waste money but save it slowly and steadily. The investments made by you are those which will give you steady and safe income without risk.
However it is also not uncommon for Capri woman to indulge in sporiadic spending spree - leading to temporary financial hassles.


Romance And Sex Life
A capricorn woman loves from heart. You will not tell people about your love, sometimes nor even to the person you love. You shall like simple people with simple lifestyles. You develop strong emotional love for your man and are very sincere and true in your relationships.
Being a practical woman , you do not daydream about romance or involve yourself in casual flings or non serious relationships.
As you are systematic and organised, you can easily control your desires. You are calm and composed from outside even if inside your heart you are brimming of desire.
Your naturalness and desire to rise above the ordinary keeps you a bit aloof but you can be more passionate then other females. You can be ignited by a simple caress.
Your hot spots are toes, knees and naval cavity.


Marriage
You may not strongly want to marry-but you still do. The deep emotional needs of the capricorn borns - along with the need for a stable family life leads to early marriage and they generally have very stable married life.
You are an excellent home maker and you like simple and elegant things-not bright colours but softer ones.
Taking care of children comes very naturally to you and you can contribute significantly in rearing children into intelligent & sensible human beings.
You will have a nature of not generally taking anybody in confidence but you must develop more open relationship with your husband so that he can understand you better and misunderstandings do not crop up.


Ideal Match
Gemini, Virgo, Taurus and Pisces are most suitable signs for you.


Caution
You are the one who is equally happy in leading a solitary or a socially busy life. If you are more sure of yourself , you will become more successful.
However great expectations from your ownself and life, fear of future and remorse about the past, some times leads to great depressions for you.
Plan your life properly and give time to everything and aim a bit low. Try to be contented. That will help you surely.


Lucky Days, Numbers And Colours
Fridays, Wednesdays and Saturdays are your lucky days.
6, 8 & 9 are your lucky numbers.
White, green and light blue are your lucky colours.


Recommended Gemstones
Diamond, Emerald and Blue sapphire are your lucky Gemstones. The gemstone you should wear should be of a vibrant Aura and should never have been worn before. Its weight shall be decided as per your body weight and age

PART I
last nite was a heart breaking nite....giler down

PART II
terlalu banyak ketawa...too many worries.....I'm stress yet I'm laughing? what on earth happens to me r8 now?

PART III
lay on bed last nite with g-wang mood....listening to Fazli Zainal's sejuta nafas to sleep....

PART IV
worried + laughing + rindu + sad + lost + nantuk