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TAPI BILA AKU PEKAK, PASTI AKU TIDAK MENDENGAR

twentysomething n I'm already OLD, peeps!

XARA: there goes my teenage life..sob-sob


Twentysomething - Jamie Cullum

AFTER YEARS of EXPENSIVE EDUCATION(6 thn mkn duit rakyat),
A CAR FULL of BOOKS(+kertas fotostet) and anticipation,
I’m an EXPERT on SHAKESPEARE(whom we know from India?) and that’s a hell of a lot,
but THE WORLD DON'T NEED SCHOLARS(they just need more Eng teacher!) as much as I thought.

Maybe I'LL GO TRAVELLING FOR A YEAR(in ur dream la!),
finding myself or START A CAREER(no choice!).
I could work for the poor though I’m hungry for fame
we all seem so different but we're just the same.

Maybe I'll GO to THE GYM, so I DON'T GET FAT(trlalu spanjang idop kat mktb!),
aren't things more easy with a tight six pack?
Who knows the answers? WHO DO YOU TRUST?(kwn2 pun la ni xleh caya sgt)
I CAN'T even SEPERATE LOVE FROM LUST(delima remaja).

Maybe I’ll MOVE BACK HOME(blom tentu lagi syg oi) and PAY OFF MY LOANS(like duh?),
working nine to five answering phones.
Don't make me live for my friday nights,
drinking eight pints and getting in fights.

I don't want to get up, just let me lie in,
leave me alone, I'm a twenty something.

Maybe I'll just FALL IN LOVE that could solve it all,
philosophers say that that’s enough,
THERE SURELY MUST BE MORE(absolutely darling, absolutely!)

LOVE AIN'T THE ANSWER NOR IS WORK(so?),
the truth eludes me so much it hurts.
But I’M STILL HAVING FUN and I guess THAT'S THE KEY("unwise action"),
I'm a twenty something and I'll keep being me.


I’m a twenty something.
Let me lie in, Leave me alone.
I’m a twenty something.

pompuan gile!!!

part I
dah nak final...pompuan gile tu naik gile! hahaha...gile!!!

part II
malas la...nak exam tapi tak buat pape lagi ni...nganga....

part III
out! sakit ati bila ingt maktab...lari ke KL!

Darcy's Diary....

Part I
engaged with my Mr. Darcy's Diary....

Part II
the horrible midsummer's nite has just ended....thank God I'm still alive!

part III
I've to admit this...I miss him

part IV
owh....I end this week dgn prasaan yg amat menyampah...why always me? it's always me? kalo ku biar berminggu...minggu la ia kat situ...nak ku biarkan bertahun ke? bongok ah!

part V
buku library ilang....babi tul sape punya angkara!!!!

part VI
aku nak muntah ngan prangai bragging lecturer pompuan yg sorg tu...cam SIAL la pompuan tu...aku rasa dia layak untuk tidak dihormati...maaf...tapi aku rasa dia sesuai jadi isteri org kaya yg kayak ari2 chit chat aja n show off sme benda...bukan patut dia menjadi lecturer yg spatutnya berhati mulia n ikhlas mengaja bukan memiliki sikap angkuh memandang rendah sama studs lalu memperlekehkan mreka...ya kami BODOH...maka ajar la kami wahai cik BODOH SOMBONG!


part VII
kisah pengakuan rakan di malam lalu...aku sanjung! dia ade kekuatan mau membertahu skalian..."I do begin to pity her"....line dai script ku...mengajar yg lain agar lebih berhati2 dlm memilih teman idop...harus pk ngan waras...

part VIII
aku sude memiliki buku terakhir Harry Potter...tau lewat...tunggu harga jatuh...aku tidak mewah....huuu...dpt tee free lai! awooooo!

part IX
SAYA RINDOO SAMA KAMOO!

rindu GILE? gile RINDU?

part I
seksa presentasi udah abih...huhuhu...trimas buat kengkawan yg bagi kerja sama (even though I know korg letih)

part II
ingt seksa dah abeh...dtg lak on stage perfrmance...cam haram tul!

part III
perbalahan antara puak in class makin menjadi2...cam bahang pilihan raya lak...owh...aku ngundi di Kluang...jgn pandai cakap ja...kalo brani p ngundi la!

part IV
oho...g ngedate lai sama dia...hehehe....best...best...a partner yg leh di bawa bershopping bersama...tak banyak leceh (even though I feel like he is the one yg banyak kuar masuk kedai street wear dia...cis)...I'm happy...coma ade satu dua insidnt yg bikin aku panas ja...dasar pompuan tak tahu malu! tak malu ka sama kawan2 cis!

part V
wahaaaaaa!!! argghhhhh!!!! RINDU la!!!!!!!!!!!!

TAMMAT

part I
oho...bila cuti dah TAMMAT...tiba masa tuk fening2 kmbali...n owh masalah? ya...tak pernah putus!

part II
semasa abih SPM dulu aku prnah kata "this is the last time ever in my life, aku jejak kaki ke skola! hell!!" tu swaktu amek result exam...6 tahun kmudian aku kata.."believe me, skul? 5 years n I'm done!" ape benar hajat dicita?

part III
DURIAN TUNGGAL sounds familiar to me...kecik2 dulu slalu tanya my dad, "bah durian tunggal tu ade ape? bnyak pokok durian ke?" dah cecah 24thn...akhirnya aku kena berbakti pd tanah yg hanya ade satu durian? what the...?! ya...ya...untuk 3bulan je...tapi sudah cukup memualkn...maaf tapi aku mmg tak ske mengajar anak bangsa...sbb? I'm not a good person...akula generasi anak muda yg org tua2 slalu kate...bakal perosak anak bangsa...tapi mereka represent aku dlm nada yg lebih keji..."cikgu yg kencing berdiri"...oho ya kena ingt gak...anak bangsa skrg bukannya baik sgt pun...mereka dah JAHANAM dahulu sblm sampai skola

part IV
n so last week, sorg kawan timbulkan isu kawen mawen n hantaran...sum says it's once in a life time but others say what a waste. Gini la...kalo aku...I like thing as simple as it can be...nikah...majlis yg tetamunya tak lebih dari 1000? jemput sdara n kenalan terdekat udah le..kut la aku kawen ngan anak sultan ka...penyanyi popular ka....kena consider rakyat jelata/peminat2 si dia. tapi swaktu cuti 4 ari ini..aku menghadiri beberapa kerja kawen anak2 rakan lama daddy ku di ITM...ya, satu event yg menarik juga kalo mau mengumpul kenalan2 lama. tak kesahla brapa ramai tetamunya, kesederhanaan perlu ade...makan minum yg simple2 udah (sehari bukan kerja kawen ko sorg ja diaorg nak p)...yg penting ade ciri2 exclusive dan bukan massive! tak perlu bincang panjang2...ape yg aku leh kata...kepada bakal suami aku, I can promise you one thing...kamu tak akan fening

part V
....perjalanan pulang ke neraka jahanam....

beruang pun tak senang ati....

part I
minggu yg dinanti...masuk duit ribat2...woah! tabur duit...kite tabur je

part II
dah kaya pun tak senang ati....assignment melambak...praktikum huru hara...sme mende pun buat aku hangin!

part III
dia pun dah mrajuk dah...nape tah diam je...huh...tak senang ati gak bila dah kaya ni

part IV
nak buat treatment rambut pun payoh....org lain rambut leklok dah d-invest beratusan...aku rmbut dah nazak ni...KEDEKUT nak mampos! what's wrong with me?! huh

part V
n owh please la...aku srabut2 ni...jgn la korg2 buat aku makin haru...kasi aku HAPPY sket leh tak...

5 Januari.....

part I
the journey started @ 930am....went for McD breakfast @ McD Ayer Keroh with Zack...the event: she tried to push a PULL me door...so when will the door can be open? no body knows...

part II
Lalalala....arrived @ Pavilion n 'ngedate'

part III
met zack back at putra station @ 630pm...we start our journey back to Mlaka

part IV
sing a long lagu NO ONE by Alicia Keys...then we miss hentian Seremban...DAMN!

part V
decide to go to Seremban town...n a bit sesat lagi panic cause we failed to find the masjid negeri!!! later found it then we failed to found the dewan solat muslimah...damn!

part VI
when back to mlaka...and on the highway zack's car broke...and both of us seram sejuk all the way to maktab...we manage to arrived at maktab in one piece...buat drama swasta ngan pak guard

part VII
later we saw this one mistery 'thing' on the floor in the dark....thought that it was a dog...later we thought it 'something' in a box...the next day we found out that it is just an emty old box...damn!

part VIII
as a conclusion...I LOVE this trip n I'll say me n Zack...we can't travelled 2gether ever!!!!

Dari hati kini ku sedari...Tak semestinya ku berkasih

part I

sudah edit new playlist @ MS n FS

part II

Your Horoscope
CAPRICORN

Daily Single's Love: December 08, 2007

If at first you don't succeed, well, whatever with them -- move on and say hi to the next cutie! Cupid loves somebody who makes an effort. Show you're trying and some arrows will be flying!

XARA: hello new cutie!....nah I'm not in the mood to be GATAL yet....next!

part III

I just LOVE my MS new look!!!! woah!!!!

part IV
Dari hati kini ku sedari...Tak semestinya ku berkasih

CUBA kau CUBA....

part I
Adek aku blanja mkn kfc arini! yeay!

part II
giler main Wedding Dash! yeay!

part III
sudah ade matlamat idup...stability! yeay!

part IV
kite lupakan fwenstar dan kite buka BukuMuka! yeay!

part V
bilik asrama dah mcm rumah sewa...ade tb slim fit! yeay!

part VI
sem baru yg AMAT BERAT! yeay!

part VII
sme plan ujung tahun TERBENGKALAI! yeay!

part VIII
dgr lagu Cuba n Aku Punya Kamu by Faizal Tahir over n over! yeay!

I'll bore you!

part I
at last! aku miliki what I should own 6years ago! (oh please! this has nothing 2do with male!)

part II
huh...I've enuff...peeps around me r starting to sound stupid...have this one fren who I think GILA sudah...hahaha...dia gila tu ja yg aku leh kata...dun waste ur time with such gurl...gile!

part III
I've no idea...sepatutnya GUMBIRA tapi aku tak GUMBIRA pun...huh?

how can I forget this....

part I
my visit to Shah Alam? oh no....how can I forget this....

part II
not bad...AS is half dead city so there is almost NOTHING interesting things to do here...so staright away from Kluang tu Uitm SA....

part III
attending Istiadat convo....of whom? my bro's gf....yup...my bro's gf...aha...that's right...my bro's gf

part IV
nothing much happens...except me cuci mata with all those yummy looking bananas? hahaha...they spell the word DELICIOUS totally in new way...I guess that's what happen when you've re-enter the female rehab center (oh my IPPM...suxy!)

part V
the day was completed after me, my bro n our mum....went to stadium SA tgk bola! hahahaha...yet it's a bit disappointed...last minute goal (own goal to be exact) saw JFC add only 1 point to their resume....damn! they deserve to WIN! selangor team PEMALAS nak MAMPOS!!!! arghhhhh!!!!

part VI
hey ho....I'm currently listening tu suria.fm (ok forget about the boss n erra case which I hate so much)...the station is happening...really CERIA n more songs less talk...cool! they really mean it...n owh...less IKLAN too! salut!

part VII
I miss my campus life...I miss IIUM!!!! I miss going straight away to KLCC n just hangout! feel malas to sampai kat campus...singgah KLCC lepak2 ngan beg balik kampung...I miss a situation went a lecturer lock the door n u r no longer can enter the class...we decide to makan @ HS or went to KLCC! uh...ah...huh....I miss that COOL life style...I miss wondering around the city n catch the last bus at 11pm! I miss those moment....yet we can perform well in our examination....damn IPPM is super suxy! subject is super sux...lecturer is just wasting my time...the rules is just a great all time bluff!

Friends are for life....BF come n go!

part I
lepak with my Kluang gurls (though kurg sorg)

part II
we talked about study-fellow fwenz-love life.....4 hours is not enuff aite!? huhuhu

part III
Kluang town is nothing...we just lepak @ KFC then pulang...poor thing...we've grown up I guess...dulu leh ronda2 satu bandar...cam sronok...skrg Kluang town is not our playground anymore....so plain n dull...almost dead!

part IV
next week insyaAllah gi berbowling...

part V
berjoging mungkin sama Een n pasang merpati dua sejoli tembam cam kena pam, khairi n ina! hahahaha.....kena kurus kang roboh lak plamin! muahahaha....lama tak jumpa...can't wait

part VI
God! Khairi, please la....stop asking me with such 'killing' question.....bf ko mane? bf aku kat mane2 aje la! chait! bedebah tul....I'll kill you! I'll kill you!

part VII
me n een, we agree on sumthing...kite blajo n blajo n blajo pastu kerja n kerja n kerja n kerja n kerja n kerja....tunggu sampai bakal suami2 kami udah kaya raya baru kawen...muahahahaha....takde maknanya.....ade kemungkinan tak kawen kalo dah lagu tu perangai....I make my mum worry....shhhh.....hahahaha....mata duitan? atau alasan tuk cover ketidak sediaan tuk bercommitment? only we n God knows! hahaha

part VIII
I realise sumthing....I'm addicted to independent tees!!!! hahaha....can't wait to spend all the money I own at RANTAI this dec!!!!!!!!!

I'm ADDICTED to....

part I
my current addiction list

part II
addicted to JRock + JSka

part III
addicted to rare rock band...listen...u'll understand why

part IV
addicted to fragrance....it's start with Fantasy....now Happy

part V
addicted to speed! drive fast it will never kills you! hahahaha

HURUharaHARU!

damn le! fs giler...ms...ym...lab maktab biol>!:>{!$%^*)(^%#@#^%$#@

hold on LOVE...go on STUDY...

part I
when it comes to an age of 23 for a lady like me...you don't want to mess up with your life anymore....It's a time to reach stability and positive progression

part II
when it comes to LOVE life at this age, I wish I can BE WITH SOMEONE that ready to get SERIOUS and SETTLE DOWN for good...come accross with a bunch of guys who still want to PLAY at their own playground...meet-say hi-and get lost! Better me alone rather than announcing we are bf-gf thingy....rubbish!

part III
for some men who feels like they need to complete their life before getting serious...well good for you...carry on and we'll meet later...InsyaAllah

part IV
for now same here...I don't meet any steady guy for steady relationship...then let it be...I need to go on with my life...my final sem...praktikum on the way...my feauture teaching profession...my Korea-Japan-Paris trip...LORD!

part V
for the time being...me will be busy with my study and later on I'll talk about love when me truly meet ONE!

part VI
listen to my Siti Nurhaliza's all time favvy...USAH DIRAGUI (uploaded at my music)

nasi ayam + jambu batu....

part I
raya blom sudah kawan2!

part II
anne + deanna + kak chik menyerang! hahaha

part III
drang best! makan tak tolak....the journey was fun!

part IV
tgk cite Rajinikanth...gile aku nganga! woah! HEBATNYA dia!

benci TAPI sayang!!!

part I
am I mad?

part II
satu perasaan yg aku ingt satu masa dulu hanya dimiliki oleh org gilak!

part III
2 songs that currently sdg dijiwa2kn....hate that I luv you by Rihanna+Ne-yo and over you by Chris Daughtry.....

part IV
wei...I miss JB n I miss org JB! hahahahaha....

part V
citer 30 days nite cam siaaaallllll!!!! argh!!!!!

part VI
I MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY!!! lalalalala.....

the unfinished business....

part I
Ya it's still raya peeps

part II
I've eat a lot n now I'm all GEMUK!

part III
kluang-batu pahat adventure raya convoi is so HAPPENING!!!

part IV
after 6 years together....this is the first time I'm visiting my dearest kluang-batu pahat clan's house....so sad yet so true n so happy! yuppy yup yup!

part V
planning to have the second tour next year....reunion style!

part VI
maybe next time leh try braya at other negeri too....n this time mlaka is my hometown! yeah so true....

I am SINGLE!!!

:: I DECLARE ME-SELF SINGLE N AVAILABLE ::

-sekian yg benar = XARA -